In any case, mixed emotions are all created and cannot be escaped,and that is why they are a common destiny that cannot be ignored. People who are given the role of parents who come up on the stage without practicing and children born in the role of their parents’ children without a choice will live together. There must have been some connection in the previous life, but it would not have been a relationship where only good things happened.
However, it seems that we are required to live with forgiveness if we complain and run into each other while worrying about each otherin such a relationship or environment, trust and affection are formed, and if the degree of absurdity is not excessive.
This world may be a family with these people, and the next life may be a family with others. Although we are alive, we are about 100 years old at most. So, it is a life that is less than a single bean in long history or universe. For that matter, I don’t know why there are so many problems that make me feel so big and think, ” That’s not the case.” even though my life is like a bean grain.
Sometimes I still get depressed when I have a conversation with my parents. Certainly, I may not have lived the life my parents wanted. Therefore, I hoped for understanding, but I judged by myself that it was impossible,and I didn’t even explain it. Come to think of it, wasn’t it my arrogance? I wish I had been someone who could explain more calmly.
Thinking with my head that it can’t be helped that values are different, my heart does not understand it, so I feel sad, and I feel lonely because the threshold for conversation is high. However, at one point, I feel another sense of injustice, and sadness from my parents, who are aging and forgetting more and more due to nature’s providence. It’s an absurd relationship. It’s a sly relationship. It’s a nostalgic relationship. And it’s a relationship to be thankful for.
There was a generation of parents who lived hard and people who cheered hard in their own way, so here is a human being who is now. And for that, the older you get, the more grateful you feel than you used to be. My parents and myself are in the midst of image of a person full of mistakes struggling. If I knew what I realized then, I thought casually that I would have become a more generous person.
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